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minato "emergency top" arisato ([personal profile] memori3s) wrote2024-03-01 07:38 am
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orphne: (Kotone 215)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-05 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah.

[Yeah. Her lips quirk up again into another humorless smile as she looks back out over town, exhaling a quiet sigh of her own. It's still weird, knowing there's someone who went through all the shit that she did, the same struggles, the same fate, but in some ways, it's nice knowing that she's not the only one.

Akinari had raged against that in the beginning, hadn't he? Feeling like he was the only one who'd been suffering, who knew what he was going through. Maybe she's lucky to have someone beside her who'd gone through the exact same thing. Or maybe they're both unlucky.]


...I still get tired like that sometimes, [she admits quietly, her fingers clutching the stone behind her even as her face remains impassive.] Really late at night.
orphne: (Kotone 117)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-05 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep!

[Just a shot of injected cheer into that simple assertion, because she had woken up, again and again. No matter how bad it had gotten, she'd managed to wake up and get out of bed and keep living, day after day after day.

One hand comes away from the bench to press into her jacket above her heart, because yeah. Of course he'd get it immediately, whether it's because it's something he fears, too, or because he's just that perceptive. There's a wry, resigned quirk to her smile now as she just nods again.]


Today makes almost a year since I woke up here, [she says simply, her fingernails curling to lightly grip her jacket.] So... maybe! "You'll get one year," and all.

[Her parchment doesn't say anything like the contract she'd signed with Pharos back then, but it's hard not to draw the parallel on a day like today.]
orphne: (Kotone 35)

fool arcana 2........

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-06 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[She hasn't talked about it with many people. Dying. Of the people who are left, only Scott and Akira know the truth of it. Shinji knows a little, but not the circumstances nor her feelings about it.

If Minato had asked that same question a year ago, she'd have just smiled and shrugged, because she had accepted it. It was a fact, immutable and unchangeable, and even if she faced the same choice now as she had then, she'd make the same decision without hesitation.

But that acceptance had been of an end. Not this continuation where she had to keep living, beyond the Promised Day, no matter how tired she got or how much none of it seemed to matter, she had to keep going. It's like he'd said about wanting to rest -- she'd said that to Dazai once, a long time ago. She's not afraid of dying. But she doesn't want to leave everyone behind again, either.]


Nobody ever knows for sure. I always tell Scott we gotta live our lives to the fullest every day 'cause we don't know what will happen tomorrow.

[But he holds out a piece of paper, and for a long moment, she just stares down at it. It's a weighted gesture, full of promise -- that even if he forgets her, even if she dies or disappears, there's some physical piece of her left behind. Finally, there's a hint of warmth in her smile as she reaches out and takes the pen and paper, as carefully as if they were something precious.]

Did you do this? With your team?
orphne: (Kotone 250)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-06 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
...Did they come? To the roof.

[It's a quiet question as she keeps her gaze on the paper a moment longer. Everyone else had forgotten. She'd wanted to believe they'd all come, but it was hard, spending that time here for months thinking everyone had forgotten. That she'd died before getting to see everyone one last time. Ken had said everyone had come to the roof in the end, but considering they hadn't been there before she'd woken up here, well... maybe she'd already been gone.

In spite of the seriousness, though, she can't help but laugh a little. It's just such a silly offer, breaking through the heavy mood with an ease she envies. Even if he didn't bring a writing board or anything, it's the thought that counts, the simple action inexplicitly lightening her feelings. Besides -- she reaches into her jacket with her free hand and produces a small notebook and a pen of her own, waving it gently as proof. Her notebook is covered with a handmade jacket she'd sewn herself months and months ago, and the notebook is clearly well-worn from constant use, but for the moment-]


I'll use your back, but only if you write something for me, too.

[Sure, she could rip a piece of paper out and let him use her back while she used the notebook as a makeshift writing board, but he'd already offered. The silliness is part of the point.]
orphne: (Kotone 1)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-06 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[...He believes in his team a lot, huh? It's funny, in a way, how certain he is when it's something she'd been dwelling on for months until Ken had arrived. Maybe that's one of the differences between them; she'd always felt the need to be there with every single one of her teammates, learning about them, putting herself in their business, elbowing her way in to get to know them. He seems a lot more passive, in that respect.

In a way, she kind of envies him. Maybe he was a better leader than she was because of it. But she just nods, smiling a little at his assertion, because yeah. They must have. Her team came for her, so they must have come for him. And really, it was never about either of them, anyway, but rather, keeping the promise they'd all made to each other.

Anyway, she just turns, setting the paper on his back without hesitation with a bit of a huff of a laugh. If he'd said they'd barely known each other for a week, she'd have countered that it goes both ways. She wants to keep a piece of him with her, too.]


I dunno what I should write! [she says with another laugh, tapping the pen lightly against the paper (and also his back).] I'm not really good at like... talking about myself.
orphne: (Kotone 36)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-16 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
What's yours?

[With the question, she starts to write instead of answering herself, pink, red, orange, yellow and a little smiley face next to them. Then she goes back and adds her name to the top of the page, and then underneath she starts writing I like eating anything as long as I'm with a friend with another smiley face next to that, too. Sure, she could write beef bowl, or takoyaki, or ramen, but that's not really it, is it? Those foods were more delicious if she could share them with somebody.

Tease Scott Summers, that's an important note, in case she's gone. Check on your senpai, that's another good one. Don't forget your friends want to see you. Talk to them! and another smiley face.

Another beat of hesitation, and then she writes Live every day to the fullest, Minato! with a little heart next to it.]
orphne: (Kotone 207-1)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-03-19 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
[She taps the pen gently against his back, considering if there's anything else she wants to write. That seems to just about cover it, right? Nobody's life can be summed up in favorite colors or favorite foods, but if there's one thing she's learned, one thing she could pass on to someone else, maybe it would be--

p.s. Don't forget to lean on your friends, too! They'll be happy if you do.

Yeah, that's enough! She drops the pen over his shoulder onto his lap and folds up the piece of paper, taking her time to fold it into a cute little envelope.]


If you like all food, you're probably easy to cook for, right? [finally resuming their spoken conversation, she drops the little envelope over his shoulder, too. Here you go!] Did Aragaki-senpai ever cook for you?
orphne: (Kotone 35)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-04-04 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[She sets the notebook in his hand easily enough, though she doesn't give him quite the same courtesy of privacy that he'd given her; she drapes her arms around his shoulders and rests her chin on them, not overtly watching him write, but not purposefully looking away, either.

But it's nice to know that Shinjiro in every situation is the same. A big gruff moron with a heart of gold and a soft spot for Koromaru. It makes her laugh a little as she closes her eyes and nods.]


Yeah, he made stuff for Koro-chan all the time. I was once able to nag him into making food for a little party for everybody though... it was really nice.

[The end of September, when everything had still seemed like it was going to all work out and everything would be fine. Shinji had griped about it at the time, but after it was all over... it was clear to see how important it had been to him. She understands it better now than she had back then.

Digging her chin into Minato's shoulder, she adds,]
You should try asking him now. I bet he'll do it if you ask.
orphne: (Kotone 207-1)

[personal profile] orphne 2024-04-08 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[She hums at him, a thoroughly unimpressed sound, but doesn't push it. Either he'll do it, or he won't -- she can't make anybody do anything they don't want to. She can set up situations to shove them out of their comfort zone, but that's about it.

Anyway, she peers over his shoulder to see what he's written first -- favorite color and favorite food, okay.]
Maybe a message for somebody? It doesn't have to be for me.

[Like, she can read it and deliver it to somebody else on his behalf, if he wants. She's certain he must have made friends already, if he's a Wildcard like her. Yu and Akira certainly hadn't had any trouble in that respect.]

Did you take your Velvet Room attendant for takoyaki? The lady working there gave Theo an octopus cell phone charm when we went.